missunderstood.

i feel that every chance i can get i would like to explain myself, at least when i understand my own actions. i feel that with proper communication and balance, anything is achievable. yes?? am i wrong?? it's just my hypothesis. it could be bullshit. but, to just have a good time, sit back, relax, and know that you're gonna be okay is one of the hardest things for people to do nowadays. they all need some mental aid. they all need to alleviate that stress somehow. the question is; is your way healthy?? is it productive or unproductive?? adaptive or maladaptive?? of course i care. of course i want you in my life. more than i'll ever show, ever. that's just the way i am. but, it's fact. i know more of you than people can say, and i understand you as well as you've let me. you must know this as a fact. if not, i need to work on that. because people are more important than anything else in this world. that's a truth i've been suppressing. it's going against my heart, and it's hurting me. and hurting you. it's just another task to undertake. lets get started.

c.