higher consciousness

I have discovered a kind of higher consciousness within myself.
although i have always been an incredibly introspective individual, i have attained new insights into how my personality functions. I'm not sure if everyone is like this, but it seems to me that me and my wonderful boyfriend happen to take the sporadic, random flashes of links and similarities between random occurences, and discuss them openly, and all of them just happen to be hilarious!! it's an incredible thing, really. I don't know if other people do the same thing, but it doesn't seem like it to me, because when so many people listen in on our conversations and stories, they just look at us strangely and don't try to comment or anything, many of them just walking away in confusion, or, in the words of mark "you guys are fuckin retarded." there is a new heightened observation of self, others, and how traits work together, etc.
i took this gallup test, and it told me my top five personality traits. they were intellection, connectedness, relator, input, and ideation. yeah, they made up their own words. kinda strange, but i follow. they all have to do with interaction with people. i figured out that relations with people is my highest priority and that i would excell in jobs where ideas and people are involved. this is the same results as the tests i had taken junior year of high school, so i am really starting to believe this fact. it's interesting, the factor i believe in the most and relate to the most is the "ideation" factor of my personality. it says i am likely to get bored quickly doing mundane things at home or at work, so i have to play mind games with myself to keep myself entertained. and i must work in an environment where i get paid for my ideas. i also need plenty of time to read and research, delving into concepts and topics that interest me. i should regularly gather information, and actively memorize and organize all of the information that i gather, to be able to reference and expand upon later. i am a peacemaker, who sees the ways that everyone is connected and relies upon each other, and has an inate intuition to see the bigger picture, which people without this intuition are unable to see no matter how much rational discussion tries to convince them. I need to schedule time for thinking, writing, research, and reflection, and should seek a career in philosophy, psychology, journalism, marketing, public relations, or something of that sort. i can't jump into projects at the execution stage, because my ideas will get in the way of my efforts to execute. i need to help out on projects from the very start.
It is interesting when I figure out other people's needs, and realize how my action is able to affect their productivity, their overall happiness, and the way they treat me, as well. everybody could happen to be a case study for me. this keeps my mind engaged and my connection with people strong. i would rather read about specific things that interest me, instead of stories or fiction. documentary or research status is more stimulating to me than some fantasy world.
*whoo* need a breather!!!!!

c.